MAAF SAYA LAGI SYUMPEX (pake Y sama X biar keliatan sumpeknya). BELUM ADA POSTINGAN YANG (MUNGKIN) MENARIK. TERIMA KASIH.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Not all my daily stories written here. Some stories are too private to tell so that I have to write it in my diary. I mean, diary.
Well, today is Sunday and tomorrow is Monday and I hate it so much.
There are things that I hate but I still have to face it everyday..
I hate being the one who loves someone who doesn't love me enough.
I hate being the one who always cry over love stories while everyone around are smiling.
I hate being the new me. I miss the old me. The new one is SUCKS.
I miss me. I miss my voice. I miss my hair. I miss my body. I miss my attitude. I miss how I always smile though I had a lot of problems. I miss how creative I was. I miss how I advises my friends and I can kept it for myself. I miss how mature I was. I miss the way I wrote my future novel, my short stories, oh man I miss them a lot.
The new me is really sucks. I mean it. The new me is childish. The new me is so much different than the previous one. And I hate it. So much.
Some said I've changed because of love. Some said love drove me crazy. And hell yeah, I hate it that I've changed because of one stinky thing called LOVE. I wish I knew how to make a feeling stop.
I don't know why, I don't know how, but I'm starting to hate love.