If someone, someone you used to share everything with, turned out to be someone you would never thought they be? Do you have any idea how much it hurts? I never thought they would be this different. The way they talked, and the way they told stories... Yeah, I might once forget them when I was happy, but then, I realized my fault. And I'm trying hard to fix it but, maybe, just maybe, they don't want me to be their friends anymore.
I don't care how much tears and time I have spent for thinking about this. It hurts. Much.
You know, I never regret the fact that you are my best friends. I miss you. The old you. The old us. I miss the time when we just sat there like a dumb and laughed at everyone who's passed by. I miss the time when we had no secrets and just told each other everything. No exception. I miss how our friendship used to be.
Oh I should stop writing this. My eyes start watering.