This Awesome Past Three Days

Thank you Allah for this awesome past three days. I feel really blessed. Alhamdulillah :)

Banyak yang ingin aku ceritakan tentang tiga hari terakhir ini. Dan yeah, seperti yang terbaca, tulisanku nggak memakai bahasa Inggris kali ini. Bosan? Mungkin. Sebenarnya ada kata yang lebih tepat untuk menggambarkannya. Kangen.

Ya, aku kangen masa dimana postingan blog ini berisi tulisan-tulisan berbahasa Indonesia yang memakai bahasa gaul, lo-gue, dan pemakaian EYD yang nggak beraturan. Semua yang kualami, langsung ditumpahkan disini. Nggak peduli mau tulisan sepanjang apapun tapi bacanya nggak bosen. Dan menghasilkan komentar yang menurutku, sangat menyenangkan.

Tiga hari terakhir aku merasa saaaangat diberkahi oleh Allah. Diawali hari Sabtu, 29 Juli 2012. Awalnya aku nggak terlalu kepikiran buat dateng dan lihat acara di suatu sekolah kejuruan di kota ini, tapi suatu band yang sukses membuatku tergila ternyata terlibat di dalamnya. Tanpa pikir panjang aku pun mencari cara untuk bisa berpose dengan para personilnya. That's it. Sesimpel itu. Tapi hasilnya, jauh, jauh dari kata simpel. Dan sangat tidak terduga. Mungkin akan kuceritakan besok, atau lusa mungkin, di blog ini.

Apa yang terjadi dua hari setelahnya? Silakan penasaran.

Happy Happy Birthday My Beloved!

Happy Happy Birthday My Dear!

No, it's more than feeling betrayed. I'm feeling down.

They said if you cry with the first tear in your left eye, you are crying because of sadness. So this is sadness, am I right?

Never feel any kind of sadness like this.

I can't tell. This is the true sadness.

Things

So how does it feel...

If someone, someone you used to share everything with, turned out to be someone you would never thought they be? Do you have any idea how much it hurts? I never thought they would be this different. The way they talked, and the way they told stories... Yeah, I might once forget them when I was happy, but then, I realized my fault. And I'm trying hard to fix it but, maybe, just maybe, they don't want me to be their friends anymore.

I don't care how much tears and time I have spent for thinking about this. It hurts. Much.

You know, I never regret the fact that you are my best friends. I miss you. The old you. The old us. I miss the time when we just sat there like a dumb and laughed at everyone who's passed by. I miss the time when we had no secrets and just told each other everything. No exception. I miss how our friendship used to be.

Oh I should stop writing this. My eyes start watering.

Afternoon Tea (or coffee?)

Had a such quality time with best friends this afternoon. I want this to be a routine thing. It should be on my to do list every month. Happiness it is.

Woah I loooooooooove the exterior and interior of this coffee shop. The exterior one is so cool and full of classic garden lamp yet the interior offers the warmth and coziness of this place. Well, the photos told! ;)

Me Want These!

1. Outsiders collared shirt by La Garconne

2. Religion pants USA Navy Red by We Like Fashion

3. Pleated Skirt by Desire Clothing

4. Peter Jensen satchel bag by La Garconne

5. Galaxy prints spandex pants by She Inside

6. Structured blazer by Topshop

7. Floral high heel platform mary jane pump by She Inside

I'm Officially in Love with Galaxy Prints!

Can't Sleep. Huh.

Actually I had no idea what would I post this time because I don't have anything to tell. I post this just because I can't sleep and it's so annoy me. Hope this syndrome will no longer stuck in my body. Pray for me and other people who have this sleep disorder.

Oh, and one more thing. Happy Friday 13th, everyone! Thanks God it's Friday.

How are you? How am I?

Helloooo blog! How long it has been since the last day I write here? A month? Couple months? I'm sorry dear I was so busy. Very very very busy. I had tests everywhere. The National Exams, SNMPTN, and UMPENS was the last. What is UMPENS? It's stands for Ujian Masuk Politeknik Elektronika Negeri Surabaya.

You know, I'm not passed. What test? The SNMPTN one. I guess every students in Indonesia know what SNMPTN stands for. Hhhhhh I'm not gonna lie to myself. It hurt and shocking knowing I'm not passed. But four days before the announcement, I had a good news. I passed the UMPENS and accepted on Multimedia Broadcasting department. This one relieved me and I thanked God for what He gave to me. Yeah, MMB is absolutely me. I mean, cameras, photographs, videographs, that's so me, right? :)

It's one thing that made me a bit happy and forget the sadness. "God's plans are always the best. And the best is never bad." I only can pray and do the best that I can do, but in the end, give your everything and efforts to God's hand. God will never let you down, and I believe it.

Well, I remember this.

"Everything happens for a reason."

Sometimes, we want to know what the reason is. Sometimes, we have to wait for the right time to know what the reason really is.